me and frank are sleeping over at my cousins tonight. went to great mall today. dissappointing really. got a couple of tops and a pair of jeans. boo. then went to dave & busters and met up with jules, and whoever she brought. their names, i cannot remember. then went to see final destination 4 in 3-D. i love those fucking movies. then went to yogurtland in cupertino. i eat too much of that shit.
i hate that my phones broken. i feel disconnected from the outside world. i miss amanda helluh and our pointless but constant texting.
im really really really looking forward to this school year. im looking forward to the fresh start. im gonna do good this year i swear. at LEAST no D’s. i cant afford to re-take anymore classes. JV volleyball once again, but im actually looking forward to it. im looking forward to working as a team unlike the past two years because of a certain someone, whos now on varsity. im lookin forward to my fun classes and the little memories ill have from lunch. im looking forward to going to school with marissa!<3 im looking forward to spirit week and homecoming and parties and prom and track and field. OMFUCKINGGAWD im excited for junior year.
tomorrow, im going back to school shopping and hopefully seeing megs. monday, im decorating my locker with cara at school, then practice. and tuesday is the first day of school. excited, i am.
4-American Sign Language
it’s not worth it any more.
that i can’t hang out because my parents wont let me. But fuck you for getting pissed at me for something I can’t control.
THANKYOU to the few people that understand.
im not the same person i was before. its scary in a way, but im proud of myself. for moving on.
Actual children’s answers to the question “what is love?”
“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” - Billy, age 4
“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.” - Karl, age 5
“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” - Terri, age 4
“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” - Danny, age 7
“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” - Emily, age 8
“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” - Bobby, age 7
“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” - Chrissy, age 6
“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” - Nikka, age 6
“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” - Noelle, age 7
“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.” - Tommy, age 6
“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.” - Cindy, age 8
“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.” - Clare, age 6
“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” - Elaine, age 5
“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.” - Mary Ann, age 4
“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” - Lauren, age 4
“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” - Rebecca, age 8
“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” - Karen, age 7
“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.” - Chris, age 7
“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” - Jessica, age 8
this is so sweet :)
this made me smile:]