nothing matters. everyone is going to hurt you. I used to think some people were worth it, but I can only take so much. you truly are alone in this world, because people are only temporary. I’m done with my fairy-tale mindsetting. thinking that there’s such a thing as a happy ending. I’m done trying to shape my life and who I am into some sense of perfection and good, because I’m never going to get there. I need to grow up and face reality. no ones going to help me. I can only help myself.because whether I fuck up or not, I know this time, I did it on my own.
-talking to strangers is very entertaining
-my cousin is an oddball
-boys are oh so general, but in a girls mind, they turn out so complicated
-im so happy i went shopping yesterday. dressing more trendy has been my goal for months.
-im not giving up on certain things just yet.
-zachary david visconti is the best ex-boyfriend i’ve ever had, and i realized i can talk to him about anything and everything.
-oh, and i need a job asap.